The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

God today sucked people arguing is always so much fun (sarcasm)

Especially when it's over petty bullshit , then what's even better is even tho your trying to stay the fuck outta it , someone just has to drag you into it , I mean yeah i know misery loves company but when u see someone's tying to stay outta YOUR argument,don't be a dick and drag me into it!!!!



I can misery and have a shity day all on my own thank you

Time: 10:29pm



wow....what's that thing called fun again?

When was the last time I trully had fun?

I don't even remember....Damn....

It's funny this song by fiction 8 called chaotica kinda brings back old memories....the way life used to be....of simpler times.....back when life's worrys wernt worrys....

so here i sit writing this hoping i get left alone tonight, i hate it here, sharing a house with 5 other people sucks! When your down on your luck and no job, trying to make it from day to day on the bottom of life after losing everything over an ex is harder then almost anyone knows, esp those who say lifes hard but have a job,money, and a place to call their own are the luckiest people on earth, yet they complain about they're jobs, bills, rent, ect. you people have no idea how lucky and blessed you are! be happy with what you have, enjoy it, you never know when it can all end!

time: 9:13pm 8/14/15



made a profile and updated stuff



once again its the same thing as the day before,



woke up

showered,

got high,

checked email,

played a game,

checked Craigslist,

the days start blurring together after awhile,

.....

.....

i want to get outta here and go somewhere but where does one go when one has no $ or anywhere to go?



i long for a true friend, you know the kind, that one friend who wont judge you no matter what, the kind who you truly rely on. the one who'll stick with you through thick and thin, does that even exist anymore?



i start to wonder after awhile...is it that hard to find someone like that?



reminds of the song chop suey, sitting in my room waiting on the tune of some old dieing man...

COMMENTS

-

---

LadyEva
06:02 Aug 15 2015

Its hard... I know.. chin up

---

POST COMMENT